carrot juice
vegetables
fruits
music
jogging
toning up my muscles
reading
studying
singing
dancing (can carry a little)
Diary
Bible
educational books
movies about love
writing various compositions
listening to music
MP3
camera
pictures
natural views
Kim Tan (Lee Min Ho)
listening
being with friends
smiles
laughs
being busy and have things to do
good health
happiness
love
family
God
...These are but some that I like, already have, ever enjoyed, will enjoy, continue to enjoy, is enjoying. Years from now, I can add up to countless wants and do's. How about you? What do you want in life? What do want to do in life?
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Little Angels at the Pedia Ward
Little Angels are cute, delicate and fun. They melt my heart in many ways. Whenever I see them, I always feel careful, mindful and super watchful for I can't afford to bear if something might get hurt or if they are suffering from too much pain. That is how I am so cautious of. But these little angels are not mindful for they are innocent. They are in pain.
At first I felt like worried at the same time a bit afraid because of their tiny bodies that maybe I can't be able to grip them so tight and I might get wrong. It takes a lot of courage to handle them. I do love to handle children, but as pf their ages in months or so, I was feeling tinier could I ever imagine.
It is like 24/7 monitoring on them. I am like a security guard who will watch for them with eyes wide open and that no mishaps should happened. Checking on the level of their Intravenous Solution takes all efforts for close monitoring. I feel like a statue with life. I felt like a high-powered CCTV. And that must have always be the way I have to do it.
No one is entitled to commit mistakes all the time because children's will be at risk if anything, even a single wrong will happen. How cute they were, that is how cutely vigilant you should be.
The Intravenous Solution attached to them is somewhat like a simple thing because it is like hanging on the post just to be hanged. But it is not. It is the most important administration that the Doctor prescribed for them in order to regain their health. It supplies the loss fluids in their body or it puts their body into a normal state again.
When it comes to dealing with my patient who is a year old, he seems hysterical at first because he is afraid of the "whites" (student nurses and nurses who wears white nursing uniform), but I manage to befriend my patient in a way that I cuddle him and talk to him in a soft, mellow voice. I don't want to give a traumatic experience to the child by resorting to false talks that kids mostly are afraid of. I talk to the little angel as if I am part of his family. I carry him in my arms and cuddle him.
I am touched every time I encounter children helpless and sick. My way of caring for my patient, the Little Angel, always has something to do with empathy. I have realized that I can be a nurse for the little children in the future as well.
I have performed tepid sponge bath to him on the afternoon as his fever rises. Indeed, toys play a huge part to capture his attention.
I have realized that varying attacks of situations is very essential. Be in a monotone will not leave good marks of care. As of my Little Angel, I was able to feel that how much you show, how much you give attention and have that extraordinary empathy sets in your stem, it will lead him to good efficacy.
My little angel smiles at me. It is not about the IV and the charts all the time. It is about the Little Angels.
At first I felt like worried at the same time a bit afraid because of their tiny bodies that maybe I can't be able to grip them so tight and I might get wrong. It takes a lot of courage to handle them. I do love to handle children, but as pf their ages in months or so, I was feeling tinier could I ever imagine.
It is like 24/7 monitoring on them. I am like a security guard who will watch for them with eyes wide open and that no mishaps should happened. Checking on the level of their Intravenous Solution takes all efforts for close monitoring. I feel like a statue with life. I felt like a high-powered CCTV. And that must have always be the way I have to do it.
No one is entitled to commit mistakes all the time because children's will be at risk if anything, even a single wrong will happen. How cute they were, that is how cutely vigilant you should be.
The Intravenous Solution attached to them is somewhat like a simple thing because it is like hanging on the post just to be hanged. But it is not. It is the most important administration that the Doctor prescribed for them in order to regain their health. It supplies the loss fluids in their body or it puts their body into a normal state again.
When it comes to dealing with my patient who is a year old, he seems hysterical at first because he is afraid of the "whites" (student nurses and nurses who wears white nursing uniform), but I manage to befriend my patient in a way that I cuddle him and talk to him in a soft, mellow voice. I don't want to give a traumatic experience to the child by resorting to false talks that kids mostly are afraid of. I talk to the little angel as if I am part of his family. I carry him in my arms and cuddle him.
I am touched every time I encounter children helpless and sick. My way of caring for my patient, the Little Angel, always has something to do with empathy. I have realized that I can be a nurse for the little children in the future as well.
I have performed tepid sponge bath to him on the afternoon as his fever rises. Indeed, toys play a huge part to capture his attention.
I have realized that varying attacks of situations is very essential. Be in a monotone will not leave good marks of care. As of my Little Angel, I was able to feel that how much you show, how much you give attention and have that extraordinary empathy sets in your stem, it will lead him to good efficacy.
My little angel smiles at me. It is not about the IV and the charts all the time. It is about the Little Angels.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
My want in a "Kim Tan" (Lee Min Ho)
My first time watching "The Heirs" is just like a run-through. I am at my second look this time and for sure, I see the story in deep view.
My want in a "Kim Tan" is just the way he really is. So natural, caring, protective, always attends to do for the love of the girl he wants and he is not giving up on it. In reality, I want that kind of "Kim Tan".
I want a "Kim Tan" who has all the guts to make me so special. I want it that our moment is memorable and has full of smiles, enjoyment and happiness together. Just like I love to run, then he is to give time for my want. I love to live a healthy lifestyle and that he is also there to support me up and to live the kind of life the way I live. I want that kind of "Kim Tan".
I want a "Kim Tan" who shares to laugh and be at his best all the time that no matter how stormy the days are, he can carry a tune of optimistic thoughts and positive outlook in life. I want him not just a dreamer, but a doer. I want him to be open and express what he wants to convey, no matter how odd it is.
I want a "Kim Tan" who does really believe in the power of dreams, not just to hope but to do everything for everyone's welfare. I want a "Kim Tan" who sees deeply the real meaning of life and who will ride along with me in the journey even though we can't see what lies ahead.
I want in a "Kim Tan" to be always have the perseverance to care and to share, to love his family and to love everyone of his members. I want in a "Kim Tan" who loves his mother most especially because I know when he does, he loves me.
I want in a "Kim Tan" to be strong and face life without fear, to prepare much of the future and to perform things, not just dreaming, but putting things in reality. I don't want him to be tired for his family. I want him to achieve even more in life.
Most especially, I want in a "Kim Tan" to be always natural and true to himself. No matter how fights may come our way, still, with smiles we patch up easily.
I want in a "Kim Tan" to know me, love me and my family, to understand and accept every bit of me and to know my God, Jesus Christ, Who I pray and put my trust with.
All I want is real happiness, positive outlook in life and being true to oneself. I know there is no perfect relationship, but I believe there is perfection in a relationship if both knows how to work it out - Not giving up!
All these wants I want in a "Kim Tan" because I do understand and accept him even more. That is what I call TRUE LOVE.
Rich but unhappy (If only I could, I would...)
It is quite queer to decipher that they have many and almost have everything, but they are the ones who need much love and care.
Yesterday, we went to a place where we had our medical mission as a group. And it so happen that a kind of reality that instantly captured my attention. I see them very much healthy and rich because they have almost everything, but on the opposite, they are really not.
I see them with mercy because I want to care. They are confined in a situation which probably they can't get out with and I know they are trying to go out from that kind of lifestyle. They just need so much love and care. They are imprisoned. They are in rehab.
If only I could save the lives of these wonderful souls, I would. All I can do is say my prayer to God and wish them all the success in life and that hope that their good health will restore totally again. They are helpless, lost and totally hurt. They need much care, a kind of love and concern that money can't buy. Only if they have the kind of home that would transport them to what love is all about and that their parents are there to support them along the way, communicating to them, I am sure that they will not messed up their lives.
Money can't buy love. They need love. They need people who understand them. They need persons who will accept them of who they really are right now. They need total care.
Care and love can't be bought. Why it is so hard to give. If only people care people and that they would see the light of the path that would drive them to help, I hope that there will always be that connection that would alert them to do so.
Parents play an important role in our lives. They should always check on their children. It is quite irritating for others, but under that lies the meaning of true love.
If only I could, I would...
Yesterday, we went to a place where we had our medical mission as a group. And it so happen that a kind of reality that instantly captured my attention. I see them very much healthy and rich because they have almost everything, but on the opposite, they are really not.
I see them with mercy because I want to care. They are confined in a situation which probably they can't get out with and I know they are trying to go out from that kind of lifestyle. They just need so much love and care. They are imprisoned. They are in rehab.
If only I could save the lives of these wonderful souls, I would. All I can do is say my prayer to God and wish them all the success in life and that hope that their good health will restore totally again. They are helpless, lost and totally hurt. They need much care, a kind of love and concern that money can't buy. Only if they have the kind of home that would transport them to what love is all about and that their parents are there to support them along the way, communicating to them, I am sure that they will not messed up their lives.
Money can't buy love. They need love. They need people who understand them. They need persons who will accept them of who they really are right now. They need total care.
Care and love can't be bought. Why it is so hard to give. If only people care people and that they would see the light of the path that would drive them to help, I hope that there will always be that connection that would alert them to do so.
Parents play an important role in our lives. They should always check on their children. It is quite irritating for others, but under that lies the meaning of true love.
If only I could, I would...
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Love is...
Love. It defines me. It defines you. It is what we are.
Watching Park Shin Hye and Lee Min Ho's "The Heirs" touches me a lot in many ways. I can describe myself as Cha Eun Sang (Park Shin Hye). I don't have much wealth in life, but still I survive to live the way I am.
Seeing its every episode moves me because everything connote a kind of extraordinary revelation about the many facets of life. I can relate to every situation. Probably, the only lacking is my "Kim Tan". It transports me in the kind of true love that no matter what consequences or turmoil that havocs their relationship, they really go straight, fighting for it. And they are not afraid. They go for it, for what they believe is worth fighting for.
In a relationship, it works best that both will fight for their love, no matter what the parents dictate, what status in life they may seem. It is very important - to fight for your love.
There is no impossibles in this world. Being coward or fearful in every situation doesn't lead no worth. It only kills the spirits of the two persons who are deeply and truly in love. What matters most in this world is the BOTH of you and not what others dictate, what parents dictate. If you are in the right track of loving someone so dear and you want to become a part of his/her life, then for sure, no storms could ever seperate the both of you if you go really, really straight for it.
Love losts when one gives up. Love subsides if only one fights to care. Love turns into ashes if one doesn't show perseverance to stand for the truth. But sad to say, it doesn't come my way before. He has already his own family. All I have left are pure memories that despite it all, we knew each other and maybe that is what is important.
There are some bitter realities in life that needs courage to understand. And that is what I am doing. I can't win. And if I do pursue the kind of relationship before, I end up being the one that is hurt. At least, I know how to love, how to give and share love, to care and not to hurt others. At least, I am strong.
Though heartaches are still in my heart, I am always hoping for my "Kim Tan".
Happy Valentines everyone!
Watching Park Shin Hye and Lee Min Ho's "The Heirs" touches me a lot in many ways. I can describe myself as Cha Eun Sang (Park Shin Hye). I don't have much wealth in life, but still I survive to live the way I am.
Seeing its every episode moves me because everything connote a kind of extraordinary revelation about the many facets of life. I can relate to every situation. Probably, the only lacking is my "Kim Tan". It transports me in the kind of true love that no matter what consequences or turmoil that havocs their relationship, they really go straight, fighting for it. And they are not afraid. They go for it, for what they believe is worth fighting for.
In a relationship, it works best that both will fight for their love, no matter what the parents dictate, what status in life they may seem. It is very important - to fight for your love.
There is no impossibles in this world. Being coward or fearful in every situation doesn't lead no worth. It only kills the spirits of the two persons who are deeply and truly in love. What matters most in this world is the BOTH of you and not what others dictate, what parents dictate. If you are in the right track of loving someone so dear and you want to become a part of his/her life, then for sure, no storms could ever seperate the both of you if you go really, really straight for it.
Love losts when one gives up. Love subsides if only one fights to care. Love turns into ashes if one doesn't show perseverance to stand for the truth. But sad to say, it doesn't come my way before. He has already his own family. All I have left are pure memories that despite it all, we knew each other and maybe that is what is important.
There are some bitter realities in life that needs courage to understand. And that is what I am doing. I can't win. And if I do pursue the kind of relationship before, I end up being the one that is hurt. At least, I know how to love, how to give and share love, to care and not to hurt others. At least, I am strong.
Though heartaches are still in my heart, I am always hoping for my "Kim Tan".
Happy Valentines everyone!
Friday, January 3, 2014
How to understand a Filipina?
I was reading a book that speaks more on "Language Barrier" that states that when a foreign individual settles to visit a foreign land, the ultimate problem that lies in every situation is the gap of how mutual understanding gets into their way. While reading the article, I come to ask if a male foreigner will love a Filipina (Filipino woman), how does understanding gets into their system that "language barrier" is not a hindrance to their love. But I will travel you, not to the kind of literal "language barrier", but I would let you take a ride to the kind of mood that Filipina always have so that there is a mutual, emotional communication that will build between the two of you and that "emotional barrier" is not a hindrance to your love-relationship.
A Filipina is sweet.
You may seem to take it as overly acting, but don't get her wrong. That is the kind of person she really is. If you are not used to it, then you should get along with it.
She is sweet to the extend that she wants you to be her baby all the time. She wants to serve you, cuddle you, wrap you with her ultimate love and embrace and never lets you hungry all the time. She will always make you want her naturally.
A Filipina is emotional.
Watch out! Don't be so frank in a point that you have to yell and missed up like you will say silly, bad words. F**k, b*** sh*t, n*n-s**nse, m*r*n, h*ll, b**ch, s**t and worse st**id are some of the words that can indeed break their heart and make them cry.
When you want to talk to a Filipina, be gentle, modest and frank and be sure not to utter those bad words. You can tell frank words directly, right at their face but with "TLC - tender, loving, care". Let them understand what you feel. Never keep them hanging.
A Filipina is friendly.
Again, don't think that their being friendly is a way for them to seduce you or get you more on your weak side. They are friendly because they are used to that nature at home that all their families are living in one roof and that they grow having their extended families at home with them too. The way they are involved with the various people at home is the kind of them that defines how friendly they are. Don't be so shocked when they are noisy when they talk especially to their co-Filipinos because that is how they communicate, always with feelings and actions.
And don't be surprised because they know almost all the names of the persons in the world. She is like an "international" person.
She can share smiles to someone even if she doesn't even know the person yet. Call them by their names. They find it too impressive if you know all her friend's names and the names of each member of her family.
A Filipina is a happy person.
Don't expect that you will never smile and even laugh when you are with a Filipina. That is her way of showing how happy she is. Being frown, lonely and sad are not cool to her. Always wear that smiles and laughters when you are with her because she never lets you go in a corner. You are important to her and seeing you happy makes her even happier.
Even she carries too many loads of problems, but still she can afford to smile and to let you smile.
A Filipina is understanding.
Don't get her wrong. You may think that she doesn't understand or she doesn't get what you mean. She is just so silent. She never speaks. Sometimes she just always say she is okay, but deep inside, she just keep something to herself because undersrtanding prevails more on her system. You don't know if she is hurt because she doesn't tell you at first.
But a Filipina is a jealous woman. That is why, don't make her day ruined because you don't know that why she is easily getting angry and you don't know the reason behind because in the first place, maybe you are entertaining most of your time talking to your other friends which she is jealous of. Her way of being jealous is an indication that she really loves you a lot. But if it is too much of the jealousness, then, I bet it is another story. :-)
All in all, a Filipina is like the women all over the world who always show her love and care for the man he truly, really love. Just don't get her wrong. Talk and be open and always wear that perfect smile with her. Don't be intimidated with her because she always understands.
A Filipina is sweet.
You may seem to take it as overly acting, but don't get her wrong. That is the kind of person she really is. If you are not used to it, then you should get along with it.
She is sweet to the extend that she wants you to be her baby all the time. She wants to serve you, cuddle you, wrap you with her ultimate love and embrace and never lets you hungry all the time. She will always make you want her naturally.
A Filipina is emotional.
Watch out! Don't be so frank in a point that you have to yell and missed up like you will say silly, bad words. F**k, b*** sh*t, n*n-s**nse, m*r*n, h*ll, b**ch, s**t and worse st**id are some of the words that can indeed break their heart and make them cry.
When you want to talk to a Filipina, be gentle, modest and frank and be sure not to utter those bad words. You can tell frank words directly, right at their face but with "TLC - tender, loving, care". Let them understand what you feel. Never keep them hanging.
A Filipina is friendly.
Again, don't think that their being friendly is a way for them to seduce you or get you more on your weak side. They are friendly because they are used to that nature at home that all their families are living in one roof and that they grow having their extended families at home with them too. The way they are involved with the various people at home is the kind of them that defines how friendly they are. Don't be so shocked when they are noisy when they talk especially to their co-Filipinos because that is how they communicate, always with feelings and actions.
And don't be surprised because they know almost all the names of the persons in the world. She is like an "international" person.
She can share smiles to someone even if she doesn't even know the person yet. Call them by their names. They find it too impressive if you know all her friend's names and the names of each member of her family.
A Filipina is a happy person.
Don't expect that you will never smile and even laugh when you are with a Filipina. That is her way of showing how happy she is. Being frown, lonely and sad are not cool to her. Always wear that smiles and laughters when you are with her because she never lets you go in a corner. You are important to her and seeing you happy makes her even happier.
Even she carries too many loads of problems, but still she can afford to smile and to let you smile.
A Filipina is understanding.
Don't get her wrong. You may think that she doesn't understand or she doesn't get what you mean. She is just so silent. She never speaks. Sometimes she just always say she is okay, but deep inside, she just keep something to herself because undersrtanding prevails more on her system. You don't know if she is hurt because she doesn't tell you at first.
But a Filipina is a jealous woman. That is why, don't make her day ruined because you don't know that why she is easily getting angry and you don't know the reason behind because in the first place, maybe you are entertaining most of your time talking to your other friends which she is jealous of. Her way of being jealous is an indication that she really loves you a lot. But if it is too much of the jealousness, then, I bet it is another story. :-)
All in all, a Filipina is like the women all over the world who always show her love and care for the man he truly, really love. Just don't get her wrong. Talk and be open and always wear that perfect smile with her. Don't be intimidated with her because she always understands.
What is your New Year's Resolution?
This question is often the kind of question being asked when the coming new year is nearly approaching or when New Year takes its first step in every January 1. This is often the question my teacher in my elementary and high school years made us a composition in our Formal Theme notebook. And of course, what would I expect that even until this time, this very same question speculates all over again and indeed, it is a kind of a serious one.
I have no New Year's Resolution. I never promise because I do beleive that New Year's Resolution is like a promise to myself that I can be able to do it and achieve what I will promise. It is because I don't want to expect and fail if I can't be able to attain them. That is for my own point of view.
To have a New Year's Resolution is cool for others, probably, but for me, it is blatantly not a fad. I just keep myself working with what I like without setting time that I can be able to do it or not, but with sacrifice and trys, of course, I can be able to achieve them.
It is more wonderful to attain a kind of promise if one really has to fulfill them and keep that promise for the rest of his life. But for me, believing in having a New Year's Resolution is like having a promise to fulfill in specific time within that year and I don't want to fail others if I can't be able to attain them and I don't want to fail myself as well.
My way is more like keeping what I want to do. If it is in accordance to my opinion, will or my perspective, then I have to make a big shot. If a thing doesn't go in par with what I believe, then I don't compromise doing them at all.
I have no New Year's Resolution. I never promise because I do beleive that New Year's Resolution is like a promise to myself that I can be able to do it and achieve what I will promise. It is because I don't want to expect and fail if I can't be able to attain them. That is for my own point of view.
To have a New Year's Resolution is cool for others, probably, but for me, it is blatantly not a fad. I just keep myself working with what I like without setting time that I can be able to do it or not, but with sacrifice and trys, of course, I can be able to achieve them.
It is more wonderful to attain a kind of promise if one really has to fulfill them and keep that promise for the rest of his life. But for me, believing in having a New Year's Resolution is like having a promise to fulfill in specific time within that year and I don't want to fail others if I can't be able to attain them and I don't want to fail myself as well.
My way is more like keeping what I want to do. If it is in accordance to my opinion, will or my perspective, then I have to make a big shot. If a thing doesn't go in par with what I believe, then I don't compromise doing them at all.
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