I feel hurt.

I feel hurt when you step on me as if like I don't have feelings. I feel hurt everytime you look down at me as if I am the smallest creature on earth. I feel hurt everytime you say that I am useless and don't have much to gain. I feel hurt everytime you slap to my face with insults that are that you don't even know my capacity that I can do things on my own. I feel extremely hurt that you criticize all the things that I do in order to share what I have to others, but then you stain your thoughts with cruel things. I feel hurt that you don't see the beauty in me, that I have a big heart for others. I am hurt but I just stay happy and just keep in silence because I am keeping myself used to stabbing with your unpleasant words until I will be a metal to take them light.

Hope you will realized one day that what you have caused distracts me and I will not be affected because I am a person determined to pursue my life to go on living the way I am, just silent and passive. Why? It is because I am the ones who truly understand.