Thursday, August 3, 2017

Purest of Pain - Son by Four

A song that is so great could pass a year, still one of my favorite...Music Marathon!

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak
And couldn't even hide it
And so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times
I said I'm gonna to live without you
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there's something baby that you need to know

That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
The air that I breathe

Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely
And each night I taste
The purest of pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking
Vida, give me back...

Why do you miss me?

I am just me, typically a homo sapien, but not an ordinary me. I come to live in commune with people and in being with them defines the kind of "me".

You will miss me if you want to, but I never ask for it. It is just you and your feeling of my total absence make you still believe that I constantly did not exist now in your life.

"There is no permanence in this world", I always keep that in mind. That is the sole reason, I am going to be unatouched to you. It is my choice, my freewill. Why? Because I want you to know the reality, that I too, will be gone in your life. And that, you can get ready to live with it, this time, without me.

There is no big worries. Why? We are bound to meet again, probably...maybe...I do not know. But there is one thing for sure, "We are under the same blue sky". And for sure, you will be able to sort me or even find me there.

I received lots of messages of "I miss you already", "How are you", "I miss talking to you", "Hope you are here", etc.

"You do not know I am here", that is always what I will tell you. I am not neglecting, nor despising you. You can actually feel it that I am just here, just near, right now and right there.

Life may be different now. But what makes it not distantly different is that, you do not have to worry. Again, we are under the same blue sky. That, I assure you.

Thank you. Yes, YOU are my FRIENDS! :-)

"You did not open the closed"

It could be more than words, it could be a coincidence, a chance in time, a pop-up or just merely said but not meant, vice versa.

There is this instance in one's life that would drive us to utter words and we just realized that is meaningless at first, shall I say, but turned to have meaning in the end. It meant to be uttered to have purpose or just stating for the sake of an act, etc.

"You did not open the closed" connotes various interpretations based on one's perspectives. It could mean words left unsaid and just remain to be it, letting the tide of the wind unlock them in time, making the "hearer" left unknown of the true state of the "other's feeling".

"You did not open the closed" is an avenue that leads to questionable truth, either it brings "hanging" revelation or it would directly lead to the truth.

"You did not open the closed" quests to search for meaning, apart from reading beyond the lines. It clamors "answers" that would really direct to the point of leading the "doubtful" minds to have peace and gain the sweet price of peace to be able to achieve real happiness.

"You did not open the closed" calls to ignite an action that not to aggravate opinions nor principles, but rather it perseveres to lead one's mind to travel to the countless available resources of options in order to come up with a decision.

"You did not open the closed" spins to confused the unspeakable minds even more, digging the unfanthomable depths of luck in keeping track, taking every chance that possibly lead to workable resolutions. Questions lingered every now and then, spinning like a wheel, continuously disturbing the minds.

"You did not open the closed" spells like adckzvxypfdswqyum18108329#@&*! and honestly, it is horrible to understand.

But my "You did not open the closed" is so carefree, full of blastful happiness and believe me, one of the most unforgetable event in my life. It is so queer like it is clueless to understand, and hey, believe me, it is...